I watched a video yesterday, which goes into many of the things I have already understood. Love as lack of meaning, for one. "What would you do if nothing at all mattered?" - what you would do then, when you are completely free from judgement and control - is what you really are.

I for one find that I have to be that non-judgemental love for all things. Even such as Epstein and those we call "Evil" in the world. Because if I would judge them, I would also put constraints on my own freedom and corrupt the love.

Darius Wright seems to me to be the same as myself. What he said resulted in the following "integrative text", which is a kind of re-integration for me, since I have already philosophically explored these topics extensively.

I explored the mechanism of this "re-integration" in my post about Self-Hypnosis, which can be found in the archives. Naturally, I used the Chain of Thought board to map these entries into a coherent "Chain of Thought".

Anyways, the text:

Who are you, when nothing at all matters?

Who are you when nothing you do will get you to heaven, and nothing you do will earn you hell?

Who are you when nothing at all matters, when the universe has no meaning at all?

What would you do then?

Philosophy can show you the indifference of Brahman.

What you do from there, when you have accepted it, is who you really are.

When all judgement falls away and God is shown to be entirely accepting of all things.

Is that total and absolute acceptance not freedom?

Is it not total and absolute love?

What do you do, when you know that the universe does not condemn you nor reward you for anything at all? When you know that you are completely accepted and can not ever be anything but accepted?

What you do then, is who you really are.

And if you still act in conflict with yourself then, you will suffer from your own non-alignment with yourself as a consequence.

Not from external judgement.

There is no such thing.

Hell has one door, and it can only be opened from the inside.